hello it's the 9th September 2009 :) lol i never felt so good doing something for someone.and prolly last night it was the first time where i come to my girlfriend's door and place a cake with all candles lit up and wish her.i was trembling and shaking when i was doing it.but im glad that baby was happy and overyjoyed. her facial expression was PRICELESS ^^ thank you baby for giving me the opportunity of giving you a meaningful birthday this year baby.my goal from now,never stop doing so :) theres an old belief that on days like this where all the numbers in the day are similar,you wish for something and it might come true. so i have only one wish,im sure you know what it is.im hoping for you to come back to me.i love you baby and i cant never be able to learn how not to because ive noticed all changes in me is due to you.and i cant thank you more but to give my life to you. so please,come back to me. in this story i believe, its you that i love. and it's your arms that i want to die on.

look at that little sweetheart :) it's her birthday today you know<3 hehe happy birthday my beautiful beautiful babygirl.i hope the suprise in the morning woke you up from that slepy walking paste of yours.hehe i really enjoyed having to do things for you the whole day baby :) so i was thinking back and a flashback came to me because a year ago on this very day,i was on the phone with b,persuading her to come and join me,saw and rara for buke puase.but mama asked b to watch the kids so i understood very well and at the same time was kinda dissapointed though :( i mean who wouldnt wanna meet that little girl with that damn adorable voice heh so yeah i promised baby that i would get her mchicken if i see her the next time :) and here we are a year later,standing by each other and pinching one another!lol just wanted it to be rhyming slang end to it :) happy birthday once again baby.hope youre very very very happy today.have a good evening and i love you sayang.see you in awhile alright sayang <3 muaxmuax

okay it was a painful experience for me.the past 4 days,ive been feeling nothing but fucked up.im dragged to KL for a business trip with ayah and i have to leave my biggest responsibility behind;baby :c usually baby will be the one who leaves me back in singapore for some vacation but this time it was me.ive never been across the borders for 2 years because of probation of course -.- so lets summarise the whole trip.

-last minute notice for the trip(sorry baby)

-drove up to malacca first to get the car fixed

-reach there at around evening

-drove nissan silvia(cousin's car)

okay certain chapters i shall elaborate abit.it was the old model of silvia.i thought the car was like damn lousy but after gear one,i press the clutch and change to second,woah i tell you the sound of the car is amazing.like it let out all the distortion air.woohoo now i know how a racer feels.but only tried to sped up till 130 km? heh

-called baby before leaving for KL

omg that was the time when my heart went crying but i hold up my tears.baby cried :( she was sick and i was where?oh my god,i still feel guitly till now.forgive me baby.still,your sick little voice turned me on.haha

-reached checked in hotel

-got snapped while thinking about baby

cb uh ayah go snap my photo eh b?lol

-got baby something from there

-suddenly i got the fever and flu(missing baby and home)

-went back to malacca to take back the car

-slept the entire night after a call with baby

-snored and talk to myself in my sleep

-went back home

 

phew,am i glad that im fucking back in this country.i tell you,the heat there is really extremely fucking hot!but actually i think i could have stand it.it's only that im missing the most important thing in my life.i love you baby.thank you for everything baby.im back now and you seemed to be well now after a short visit just now :) hehe aint that sweet? all the best for your prelimanary examinations this week baby.alright then,lets upload pictures and chat babygirl. yay im fucking back la b!

highway,the place where ayah loves to fuck people around.

aww,my old man.

the bike that i used to get my prepaid card and shops nicest engine sound i ever heard

i promise b,one day you'll get your root beer float :)

bastard old man but baby says it's cute :)

i had my normal wake ups in the morning.intended to send baby to school but i was too caught up with my sleep.im sorry that i put my sleep before you honey,forgive me aite?heh i know you will.i had nothing to do in the mornings as baby is in school.so i cooked myself a bowl of ramen noodles and watched television.a vintage film was being broadcast,guess what? titanic (: never fail to bring me to tears,i swear.so i took my time as usual to chill and get ready for highlight of my day ^^ which is im sure most of you should know,fetching that little uniformed girl with that cute blue school bag ;D

couldnt bear seeing my baby carrying that heavy load of books.so yeah,we reached home.cooked baby maggi to eat and she was feeling so tired.so she fell asleep on me.how adorable is that?lol that's like a rare rare rare thing for outsiders to see.only the familia and me can see her at the most cutest and adorable moments! ahh you melt my heart.

 

okay,right now baby's watching hannah montana.happy watching little sweetheart.i love you sayang.oh happy watching anugerah later.hate kunjung mengunjung la b!so over la can? haha goodnight deloused,be sure to get more stories tomorrow :) i love my new blog but not as much as i love my BABY!

i had a long day,today,though i didnt had enough sleep but at the end of the day,im still satisfied with myself.i shall not really describe every inch of details about my day.however,im happy that baby loves my nasi goreng :) heh can ar ^^ next time different style okay baby.we managed to get baby's craving finally,thank you to you also baby.

i didnt spend so much time with baby just now as papa was sick at home and speaking of papa,he asked me to get a cert on his specialisation and join him at work.woah,that could be a big break through.but you'll not torture me,right pa?lolim willing to try it as long as i can keep that smile on that someone's face ^^

so yeah,im running out of time,im going to log off now and talk to baby on the phone.i love you baby.and i'll talk to you soon deloused.